Enter if you dare. The conversations that go on deep within my brain are being known here.

I don't feel good..... and I had to get up early because I was supposed to babysit but I canceled because I feel shaky and I have a bad sore throat. Ouch. I better improve by Friday because I have a lot going on and my mom is leaving yet again. I really have nothing interesting to write so this entry is going to end....



NOW.

Well. I haven't written in quite a long time. Not really sure why I'm writing now, because I have really nothing to write about, but hey, whatever. So how's life with everyone? It's been pretty neutral here.... just had my orchestra and cello choir concerts over the weekend, so it's nice that's over. My mom is going to be gone 5 effing times in a row, starting on Thursday. I'm pissed at that, but it's mostly just on weekends so my dad's around more often than not. My horse is doing really well. The last few times I've been out he's been a perfect angel, which is good but sort of strange. I guess he's really calming down finally. I hope. We'll see, I'm going back tomorrow. I had a very good break and I don't really want to do any schoolwork lately. I wish I was actually motivated to do it, that would be lovely. But haha nope. Okayyy, I'm just rambling now, so I'm going to leave. I should go to bed since I have to get up and go babysit tomorrow. Eh. But more money, so that's good. Peace.

1. Mollie
2. David
3. Rachel
4. Kate
5. Michael
6. Violet
7. Heather
8. Alexa
9. Ivan
10. Reidun
11. Meredith
12. Ian
13. Patrick
14. Katherine
15. Nick
16. Aaron
17. Britt
18. Ronja
19. Audrey
20. Rachel G

-How did you meet 13? Chicago in July
-What would you feel if you never met 5? Aww that would be sad!! I wuv you Burgy!
-What do you honestly think of 10? She is one of the coolest people I have ever met!
-Would or did 19 and 8 go out? Uh, no. They haven't even met, and as far as I know they're both straight.
-Have you ever liked 7? As a friend of course
-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know? That I love her to death and I DON'T WANT HER TO DIE!
-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? Um, somehow I don't think it would work out too well, knowing both of them.
-Describe 3 in 3 words: she's my cousin (haha I'm so creative)
-Do you think 12 is hot? Sure, why not!
-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? Hmm, can't see that working out too well.
-What do you think when you see 8? Yay! lol
-Do you know any of 6's family members? Yep, I know her entire immediate family, and I have met certain other members of her extended family too.
-What's 20's favorite color? I don't know actually....
-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? 10! She's adorable!
-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? Well I'd think that would be a bit strange. I mean I love ya as a friend girl, but I'm not sure I'd go for that
-What language does 19 speak? English, not sure what she takes in school.
-Is 9 a boy or a girl? Guy!
-Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? Um, I don't think so.
-What grade is 17 in? College
-When was the last time you talked to 12? End of July I hope i see him next summer.
-What is 3's favorite band? I don't know actually!
-Does 2 have any siblings? Rachie.
-Would you ever date 6? Unfortunately, no.
-Would you ever date 7? ""
-What is 20's last name? Arg I can't remember!
-What is 5's middle name? Oh I think I knew this at one point, but I can't remember!
-What is 10's fantasy? No idea
-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple? Nope.
-What school does 16 go to? Some highschool in Chicago
-What school does 1 go to? Homeschooled, suckas!
-Where does 9 live? Here
-Would you make out with 13? Doubt it....
-Are 5 and 6 best friends? Yeah I guess you could say that.
-Does 7 like 20? They've never met
-How did you meet 15? Chicago
-Is 12 older than you? Nope, he's younger
-Is 2 the sexiest person alive? Uh, no comment haha

Got a new layout. Life's pretty good at the moment. I've been thinking a lot about the past year, and I realized it's been the best year I've ever had. First it was in April when Kay was here, that was really amazing for me. And then Chicago, Ithaca, and Orford where I met all those incredible people. I really still miss everyone, especially certain someones....

But I've really had a good schoolyear so far, I couldn't really expect it to be better. I really wanna see everyone more though! We got to have a party! Seriously! I'm really not looking forward to winter getting closer, but I'm actually starting to get in the Christmas spirit, surprisingly. I'll be ready for it to warm up by mid-January, though, I can assure you.

This weekend I'm going to work at a horse show in Trumansburg. I've been riding 2-4 times a week, depending on who I can get rides from. That's been great, I still love my horse (even though he can be a total idiot sometimes...).

Ok well I have nothing more to say at the moment, talk to you all later!